26th May 2012, Sunday.

6:42pm

Dear Diary,

Today, I felt very happy.
I started appreciating.
Appreciating all those people around me who love me for who I actually am. And to those haters, I love you for making stronger, making me believe in myself.

Have I mentioned who are these people?

My dear, dear parents.
They are the ones that are always there for me, no matter how busy or mentally and physically tired they are. They are the ones that have never given up on me.
No matter how badly I've done in my exams, they have never scolded me. Instead, encouraged me to try harder and tried to get me the best tuitions.
They love me for who I am and loved me unconditionally.
I'm not good at saying how I really feel but all I want to say is I love them. And take this chance to thank them. Thanks mum, thanks dad, I love you.

Next, my friends. Let's not name them out, the list is way too long.

Thank you for being there for me hen I hit rock bottom at times.
Thank you for always tolerating my endless nonsense and irritating spazzing.
Last and not least, thank you for accepting me for who I am.
I love you.

Then, haters.
Hi, to those that secretly hate me, I would like to thank you.
Thank you for making me stronger.
Thank you for making me believe in myself.
Thank you for helping me find my true friends.
To be honest, I've never actually hated any of my haters. I swear.

I have no idea to why I have this random appreciation thing.
Maybe it's because I was thinking that I don't appreciate the people around me enough. I have taken them for granted. Don't worry, that won't happen anymore. I'm gonna change.

Thank you to whoever entered my life and stayed, or entered my life and left.

Thank you very much. :')

That's all, bye.

iloveyou ~
6:54pm

27th March 2012, Tuesday.

Supsupsup! ^^

Today after school went to visit a friend in the hospital.

Sadly, couldn't greet him because he just finished his procedure and needs sedation and be sterilized.

Haishh, poor thing. ):
Hope he gets better soon! Pray for him okay? ^^

After that, went to meet Mum and Dad at MRT Station to eat dinner at Tekka Market. If I did spell it correctly ... I forgot, lol.

The food there serves in big portions and is rather filling. Price quite reasonable. (:

I forgot to take a picture of the food that I ate and my mum's. Actually, I took. But it didn't look very nice. :pp

I ate a Korean Set which cost $4, damn filling can. :<
And my Mum bought Nasi Briyani at $5.
My Dad bought Fish Soup with rice at I-don't-know-what price. :p I took a picture of his before he ate it, heng ah! xD the picture is some where on this blog post.

After that we went home. (:

I guess that's all.
Wow, I have a pretty boring life. :p

Byeeee ^^

Signing Off,
8:57pm
~iloveyou~

26th March 2012, Monday.

Hello ! :D
It's been a super long time since I've updated this boring blog.
Sorry. Been VERY busy lately because of school. :/

Okay, so far, I was reading this super awesome book called; The Hunger Games <3

I know some of you know this book/movie. The movie came out not long ago and I want to watch it so badly but couldn't find the time. T_T

If you can see the picture some where in this blog post, that's the picture if The Hunger Games first book. <3

My friend, Farhanah, also a fanatic of THG lent me the book. It's so nice of her to lend me cause it's one of her babies. (: Thanksya! <3
It's written by an amazing author, Suzanne Collins. Youarethbest! :D

Apparently, this story, is about this harsh and cruel Capitol. It splits the place into 12 districts and every year, they have this this called; The Hunger Games. It's whereby 1 boy & 1 girl from each district is chosen as tribute. These 24 teens then battle to their deaths.

So interesting right?! :D
I'm like hooked onto the book. I carry it wherever I go. :p open it up to read when I have the time.

Go and buy this book, confirm wont regret! Or you can catch the movie. But I think the book is better than the movie, no offense. xD

I think that's all for today's post.
Have a good rest, everyone! ^^

Signing Off,
7:41pm.
~iloveyou~

3rd January 2012, Tuesday. [Page 3.]

Hey guys ~ Apparently the colour changing thing for the time checks and #nowplaying[I got the #nowplaying thing from Twitter. All credits to rightful owners. o_o] doesn't work. -.-

I'll try changing the fonts; My main point is to point out the difference so you won't get confused. If it doesn't confuse you than congrats. LOL.

Time Check - 8:13pm

#nowplaying - B1A4 [ Beautiful Target ]

I'm not sure if changing the fonts will make a difference but I'll see after I post this. You know how a post seem awesome when you are typing and when you post it, it looks like crap. Yeah, that's what's happening to me. Always. :3

Anyways, carrying on. Today was the first day of school after the 6weeks +/- of holiday. And I told you we had juniors. They are okay ... I guess. o_o

#nowplaying - Infinite [ Tic Toc <3 ]

They might be uncomfortable to the new surroundings that's why they seem all shy and snotty? I don't know the words to describe them. But I'm sure they will be fine after a few days/week. (:

Oh, my aunt came into the room, and forgot to close the door. -.- Wtfman. Did I mention I hate people who do that? You open the door when you come in and close the door and get out. The reason why I clase the door is that the television outside is loud and that irritates me alot. I don't close the door without a reason. -.- Ugh.

After school, Geraldine & I ate dinner together outside and she came to my house to watch "Prince Of Tennis" together. She said that the anime was nice and it does seem interesting. :D Tennis is cool.

#nowplaying - Park Bom [ Don't Cry ] Woo ~

Tomorrow will continue with the Sec 1 orientations. Then will have band till 5:30. Hope we can master the songs cause our CCA Carnival will be on Saturday and if we don't we are just gonna make a fool of ourself and disappoint our instructor. ): Hwaiting! ^^

Okay, byee ~ <3

Signing off,

8:26pm

~iloveyou~

2nd January 2012, Monday. [Page 2.]

Haaaai.
Time Check - 7:21pm

#nowplaying - Infinite [ Can U Smile ] Omfg. :D

Okay.
Today was kinda boring. o_o
Met Reiko and went to eat KFC. Once again.
Need.To.Lose.Weight. >.< Omfg.

Then, we bought icecream.
Need.To.Lose.Weight. >.< Omfg.

But, we walked home.
So got exercise abit lor. :P

She come to my house is to do homework de. But we slacked till 4 than started doing homework. We watched Birth of A Family that has Infinite [woohoo ~ <3] and A Pink in it. The puppies are freaking cute. I've always wanted puppies, hamsters but my parents don't like. >.< Gaaah.

We started doing home at 4+. Managed to do finish English. Gonna try and chiong Chinese homework later. But should be end of the week than need hand in, soooo, procrastinateeeee ~ !

#nowplaying - Trouble Maker [ Trouble Maker ]

Can you actually believe it? Holidays out, school in. Bleuk. -.-
Holidays are over & school starts tomorrow.

We will be having juniors and the whole Sec 1 orientation is run by the Sec 2s. Big responsibilities. Sigh.

I'm positive it's gonna be fun. -coughcough- :3

Sarcasm ftw! ^w^

I'm not planning to eat dinner today. Too full already. Aigoo.

Oh and btw, I change the colours for the time check and #nowplaying. But when I post it up, the colour will be white.

#nowplaying - A.N. Jell [ Promise ]

I have no idea why that happens. For my previous post, that happened. I'm not sure whether that will happen in this post so, we'll see. (:

Okay, got to go. I go continue watching the adorable puppies by myself. Reiko went home a few minutes ago. Gonna see her tomorrow anyway. Sorry for the short post. kthxbye. :D

Signing off,

7:32pm.

~iloveyou~

1st January 2012, Sunday.

Time check: 9:50pm

Okay ohhaai.

Before I proceed with anything ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :D

Hope you guys will have a better year ahead! [because 2011 sucks ttvm for me. :/]

I haven't blog for a 385784250984 years. [not possible but you get what I mean. ^^]

The reason was because I was busy. But mainly lazy. :3

TEEHEE. [Nigahiga ftw btw! wheeeee ~ :D]

Since its a new year, I decided to have some new year resolution. You can skip if you want la, it's just useless reading to you. LOL.

1 - Lose weight. [omfg. T^T]

2 - Have awesome results like those "in-yo-face bitches" kind. [doesn't make sense but you get the idea la. =.="] Just results that make my parents proud. I'll work for it. [I'll try. o_o]

3 - Blog more. :3

4 - Freaking get a new phone to capture high quality pictures. -.- [The camera of the phone I'm using now has very bad quality. ughh.]

5 - Improve my personality & attitude. (:

6 - Try to be a better & more understanding friend. :D

7 - I can continue for like forever, I guess I will stop. xD

Okaaaaaay. Next thing, I like to listen to songs while I blog, so for my own entertainment(?), I'll post what songs I'm listening to at the moment.

#nowplaying - IU You & I [She's freaking cute, pretty & awesome I tell you. :D]

You get the idea. ^w^

Time Check - 9:57pm.

Let's continue.

Today was okay, I guess. o_o
Reiko came over to do our history project, but seriously, we get freaking distracted every single time. TT

So yeah, we basically didn't get much stuffs done. Procrastinators unite! (Y) -sigh-

She stayed till about 7pm where my family went to eat with my aunt, uncle & couzzie.

We ate till 8pm+/9pm+ then went to NTUC to buy some stuffs and went home.

#nowplaying - Apink My My

After that walked home.
Reach home, go bathe then started blogging. :3

I guess that's it for today. :P
I'm not even sure whether there are people reading, but whatever la.

Btw, I'm excited for next year cause we are gonna be the seniors for the school. [We don't have any seniors cause we were the pioneers.]

But I really hate my register number. -.-
I want last year class & register number la! omfg. :'( I miss my class, ugh.
I don't even get why we must change class. Other schools don't even have to. -.-

Good news is that our school have a new cafeteria. Ooo ~ :D

Okay, I go watch Invincible Youth 2 le ~
Byebye, sweeties! Thanks for reading. :D

#nowplaying Infinite - Before The Dawn. [OMFG INFINITE. L is hot, cute, handsome, awesome, sweet and talented. Every girl's ideal type. I wanna marry him, omg. That will never happen though. :')]

Time Check - 10:05pm

byeeeee ~

Signing off, 10:06pm
~iloveyou~

Feelings hurt. Once again.

Hey, life is like hell right now. ==
I've never felt so betrayed, hurt and backstabbed before. I've learnt, life is never a bed of roses.
There are some thorns here and there on the roses. And the thorns pricked my heart, it bled, and left a scar. I don't know whether this friendship have any flicker of hope left. ):

I'm like, so sad right now. But when I go out, to school, to tuition, I just try to smile brightly to not let the people around me to worry. I think this must be the darkest part of my life. I didn't think my friends would do this. I finally saw their true colours.

I realised, so many people don't like me, hate me. I don't know why. Maybe its because of my attitude, appearance, or just plainly me. One thing is for sure, I'm not born in this world to make you happy and listen to your shit. I did make the effort to try to salvage this friendship, but you didn't why should I? Since you don't give a shit, why should I?

Although this feeling hurts, I'm gonna suck it up, stand tall and start all over. I guess I'm gonna be a loner in school, I guess that's inevitable.

I'm gonna study hard, try my very best, pass my EOY with flying rainbows. Then, I'm gonna shove my results into your face and say "IN YOUR FACE, BIATCH." :D

I sound like a freaking sadist right now, but yeah. No one understands how I feel. This feeling just sucks k. lalalalalala. kbye.

Signing off,

7:26pm

~Iloveyou~