Feelings hurt. Once again.

Hey, life is like hell right now. ==
I've never felt so betrayed, hurt and backstabbed before. I've learnt, life is never a bed of roses.
There are some thorns here and there on the roses. And the thorns pricked my heart, it bled, and left a scar. I don't know whether this friendship have any flicker of hope left. ):

I'm like, so sad right now. But when I go out, to school, to tuition, I just try to smile brightly to not let the people around me to worry. I think this must be the darkest part of my life. I didn't think my friends would do this. I finally saw their true colours.

I realised, so many people don't like me, hate me. I don't know why. Maybe its because of my attitude, appearance, or just plainly me. One thing is for sure, I'm not born in this world to make you happy and listen to your shit. I did make the effort to try to salvage this friendship, but you didn't why should I? Since you don't give a shit, why should I?

Although this feeling hurts, I'm gonna suck it up, stand tall and start all over. I guess I'm gonna be a loner in school, I guess that's inevitable.

I'm gonna study hard, try my very best, pass my EOY with flying rainbows. Then, I'm gonna shove my results into your face and say "IN YOUR FACE, BIATCH." :D

I sound like a freaking sadist right now, but yeah. No one understands how I feel. This feeling just sucks k. lalalalalala. kbye.

Signing off,

7:26pm

~Iloveyou~

Hello there people of the earth. :P

Yo ~ So, well, since when did I not blog? NO IDEA. :D kthen, Astley keep bugging me to update my blog. [Naaaw, I stil love her. No stealing, bleaah. :P]

For the 27,28,29,30,31 of August, I'm not gonna mention. :P
But 1st of September was like, freaking awesome. <3
Lalala ~ It was teacher's day celebration!
In the morning, we had our ACES Day workout. Taekwondo demonstration to V.I.Ps :) I feel so proud ~
K, then 1 hour of recess. (Y) Rare yo. Then concert. Damn shit, Reiko's voice was awesomeeeeee!!!!!! (Y) I totally enjoyed the concert. Awesome max. <3 Some of our school teachers sang to Jessie J's price tag. Ms Shazleen has an awesome voice. Ms Lim so cute. hahahahaha. :D Then is class party that Ernie, Reiko and me was in-charge of. Mdm Erlis was awesome k. She help to order as well as pay for the pizza. :D I love Mdm Erlis! Then we had cake, drinks and tidbits. Reiko leaded the karaoke and Farhanah was damn hyper. I love Farhanah! :P

Then Party Rock Anthem was playing, ehheheheh. Everyday I'm shuffling. xD

k, then on Satuday, had band. I play the euphonium btw. Then there are only 2 euphonium players, which is me and darren. And walao, on Saturday, he pangseh, leave me 1 euphonium player. I like a noob only lorh please. Awkward ~

Then band played some awesome songs. Then had individual practice. :3 Then for the full band again. Lalalalalalala ~

Okay, today, after tuition at 12, April and Joverlyn pei me go each lunch ^^ Then Joverlyn come my house to watch "Dream Team" She look at Minho and drool, I look at Taemin and drool. Nyehehehehe. :P

After that, she had to go for guzheng practice and she came back later to watch "Dream Team" again.

She stayed for dinner. :D Yaaaay ^^

Thenthen, I have camp tomorrow for obese people. I borderline obese okay. I admit, Im FAT. You got a problem with that? SHOO. I don't need you in my life. -'- People that judge people by their looks and insults and tease people should just go and die in a hole. -.- GO AWAY.

I can't wait for tomorrow's camp. After going into the health and wellness program, I learnt that yes, I am obese. I accept that fact. I'm trying hard now to lose weight. But the temptation of food sometimes just, uhh, you-know. -.- LALALALALALA.

k, I need to go and pack for tomorrow and do the freaking journal already. Byeee ~ <3

Signing off,
8:35pm
~Iloveyou~